There are THREE types of labour

Physical, Mental, Emotional

The trinity

I’m on quite a kick, trying to philosphize whether or not we choose to be born.

Stuck in the middle between the joker and a clown,

I’ve heard the arguments

“I didn’t choose to be born.”

“How could you bring a child into this?”

but what if you did choose to be born?

What if you had a choice to be right here, right now?

What would that mean?

I’m exploring this line of thought and it’s changing everything

If I accept that from before I formed my first “flesh” memory, I existed

AND I chose this “flesh mech”

(Like a character creator in any mmo)

then I …. I am responsible for everything

but if I did not chose this then well I’m not responsible

What does this mean?

A.) I can change the world, I chose this

B.) I am a victim of the circumstance of my birth

I know it’s not black and white

but it leans towards TRUE.

Yes I choose this body, this flesh, this star sign, this DNA, this synaptic structure

I chose to be in pain right now

I chose a flesh mech without participation to emotional processing

THERE ARE THREE types of labour

Physical

Moving mountains by strength and force of will

Mental

Engineering the best way to move that montain

EMOTIOINAL

every blade of grass

whose hope was to grow high enough to seed another generation,

every tree

who planted roots in the hillside

every pebble

that enjoys the sun, shade, and it’s place on the mountain

EMOTION

is the force against the hopes of others

Pyshopaths are detached from their emotions and others

for my mech,

well it’s an exposed nerve

I feel for the trees, the plants, the bugs

inaminate, animate

all are one in the end

and

Emotional labour

(TO CARE FOR)

to sympathize with

to empathize with

is the heaviest stone for me to lift

I feel it all

no alchol can numb the pain

no drug can fix the design

nothing

I chose this mech

Mental

+30

Physical

+20(+10-30)

Emotional

-?????

This is not my soul’s first pass through this game

called LIFE

It is my current ambition that it is my last

and that my wife comes with me into the after (beyond) ife

where we both rejoin the source.

Please support

please question

PLS

DUES VULT

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